my michael jackson =)

no more king of pop, jacko the wacko and the one and only michael jackson. may god bless your soul and may you rest in peace =(

im actually still quite shocked. he's gone too soon. im currently mourning by listening to his songs on repeat mode in my ipod. i just realised sebenarnye banyak gile lagu michael jackson yang sedap. my favourite now is rock with u, human nature, butterflies,man in the mirror and so on.

i watched the memorial last two nights in cnn with my sister. damn touching. kalau kira2 ada la nangis dalam 5 kali :p hahaha. i know the last 10 years is not the greatest years of his life but why remember that ? lets just remember all the good things he did. i was inspired by al sharpton speech. that guy is damn smart. nampak muke macam tak confident but when he's giving out the speech im like blown away. his memorial was held in the staples centre, the place where he did his rehearsals for his ' this is it' upcoming tour. my sister and i was glued to tv up to 4 in the morning ok. but i think die takde feeling la. tak nangis tak apapun. tapi rupe-rupenye sedih die dtg lambat sikit. hahahah. smalam die tgk video mj kat youtube until 6 am and menangis nangis. tak sangka. kelakar pun ade. hahaha. mentang2 la dah reti gune youtube :)

i think i did a huge mistake cos i didn't go to his concert in malaysia. how to go. it was friggin 1996 and i was just 9 at that time ? takkan la my mom nak kasi pi concert mj umur 9 tahun? memang tak logik. hurm, eventhough i never see him in person , his song made me feel deeply connected to him. rasa as if macam i know him (ishk beria betul aku ni, macam bestfriend plak). u guys cannot blame me, maybe i feel that way cos his stories was always covered in the tabloid. but pity him la. paparazzi just make his life more miserable.

watching the memorial, i was so touched to looked at his kids. kesiannye paris katherine jackson. try put yourself in her shoes. everyday, wearing a mask and surrounded by the paps. she cant even go to the playground with friends and be normal. by looking at his videos and photos, i didn't find anything strange bout him. he looks like a normal 'daddy to me'. ahh, let it be. just pray and hope that god will protect his children.

ok this happen when i was in standard 2.i can still remember that i love the song '' you are not alone'' by mj. so i was humming in the class while the teacher was writing on the board. tak sedar la pulak bile tengah nyanyi tu macam kuat. maybe syokk sangat kut. and the teacher turned around and asked '' siapa yang menyanyi semasa saya mengajar ni ?'' while looking straight into my eyes. and i straight do the *innocent* look and point to the girl beside me. and it was sri nathiya, an indian girl who loves to wear bandanna on her head :) so til now the teacher has no idea that i was the one who humms mj's song in the classroom. yeay!

tapi kan, i just cannot imagine how big mj has done for the music industry and the world. bile die dah takde barula kite sedar how much the person had sacrifice for us. people always take things for granted. luckily he had left us with his inspiring songs like heal the world, they dont care about us and we are the world. im so proud to be living in mj's era !

to all the mj haters, u can go to hell and to all the mj lovers, let his music be a part of us, forever :) they wont be another michael jackson no more.

In a world filled with hate, we must still dare to hope. In a world filled with anger, we must still dare to comfort. In a world filled with despair, we must still dare to dream. And in a world filled with distrust, we must still dare to believe.”- Michael Jackson (1958-2009)